counting for something

few days to go and spacial days will come pouring like rain. i would just hope no one's gonna make me lose my temper, something unusual but special would happened, and those who i expect to be with would really be there (although im not really expecting them to be physically present). i just hope i could feel them emotionally and spiritually there for me somewhere, caring and loving.. but again, i'm not expecting too much, i'm just hoping..